Bill The Butcher

billthebutcher @ 2006-03-23T03:39:00

2006-03-23T11:39:32Z

It comes to mind that a person in my position, who has the ability to achieve great things must make a choice on whether or not to use his abilities for good or evil. Long has it been my desire to find a cause or reason to create things in the name of what is good for the people of this nation and of this earth, but yet everything I seem to touch seems to turn into proverbial shade of dark. I have always sought answers for this, as to why the machinations of my mind have never had the capacity to intend good ideas to be used for the greater good, but rather for personal vengeance and vilification. It seems that most people have this genuine nature for good intentions and for creating a positive environment for both themselves and the people around them. I cannot say truthfully that God has granted me such an accommodation. For as long as I have known, my own personal devices and designs have never been used for the greater good, or for the benefit of the people around me, or for any sort of communal enrichment. No matter my original intent, everything I have ever achieved or tried to achieve has always become contorted by a source of sophisticated evil and has never been remembered with anything but negative thought. I ponder deeply and consistently, has God designed me to be an instrument of terrible things? I am an evil person? Is my grand political design an instrument of benefit for the people of America or am I destined to bring about an era of chaos and despotism? I have never wanted this. I have spent my entire life looking in others for love and compassion, and through what I could not see as anything other than a preordained fate, I have been denied such graces that others seem to so easily afford. If I could question our higher power, it would be as to why I have spent so much time on such a mentally solitary road and why everything I touch seems to become corrupted by malice. If my childhood and my future could see me today, what would they say to me? I cannot change my destiny now can I? No matter how hard I try to fight it, no matter what I turn to, to rectify my despicable character; My innovations are unavoidably perverted for the discontent of all.

May history and the people of this world forgive me for what God has damned me to be.

Heil der neu Dammerung

2006-03-18T14:32:35Z

I have not slept in two days, and as I sit here watching the sun rise on the third day; I cannot help but reflect upon the significance of this week. Everything has gone as predicted, as nothing can ever be left to coincidence. The United States has begun to forcibly assert its imperial control over the Middle East with an inevitable ruthless vigor to cement its power. While this action is indeed a much needed change, the internal incompetence of the government continues to grow and National Progressive minds are needed now more than ever to seize the oppourtunity. I, at long last, now posses the immortal "Triumph of The Will". The film served me in more ways than I could imagine. In conjunction with the events of the last two days, which burns in my mind even now, my resolve is stronger than ever. I cannot accept anything less than absolute success. I will make a mark on this nation. I will bring this world something it has never seen before. The people of my nation will once again stand tall and proud, and will no longer be subjugated to the shadows of fear, ineptitude, and greed. We are a progressive people, the concept of a social apex does not exist in our eyes. We are a peace loving people, but from within we are strong and righteous. We seek not to inflict our religions or our morals upon other societies of the world, but rather a correction of crimes against humanity that we cannot bear to view with our own eyes. We will not falter against the relics of old. We shall conquer these relics, and rebuild them for the benefit of all. All this will come and with it, I will reclaim what is rightfully mine, my beloved.

Soliloquy of Inevitable Progress Part 1

2006-02-19T11:55:28Z

My 21st birthday, a mark of a significant coming of age among the American person, had come and gone on a dismal day of events that I have yet to endure since my time in the NWS and MMVA. I have never betrayed my own beliefs. I have always been a advocate of Totalitarian statehood, of an ordered society that supercedes the present chaos that represents today’s society. In the NWS I lived a "moral-less" life to fight a society in which I saw no moral foundation, but hypocrisy. The conservative elite of the government of the United States upon my ascension took power, and as I foresaw manipulated their way into the hearts of the uneducated and under classed American cities using religious "values" and racism to incite nationalism, while day trading natural resources and stuffing money in their own pocket. I could not help and stand idly by as Americans reverted back to a John Adams-like way of thinking, while I fixated on the texts of others who had created legendary dynasties out of nationalism and true order, building governments to make ones own people the greatest, not one self. Now I watch as the world begins to disintegrate, with governments selling their souls to corporate entities and the people taking in the "soma" generated by this apex decline.

Free love is not free, it generates personal cages of which we are to suffer in our later years, and the government prefers we keep it that way. Why? Because we cant question their deconstruction of society while we try to balance our own personal issues. The young are taught to think not of politics, but of what to do with their vacation time when given so by the CEO, their new corporate masters, the new slave drivers. Karl Marx was right in the sense that the bourgeois would eventually try to consolidate the classes, and effectively cut off the ability to ascend or descend classes, but he unfortunately wasted his time investing in deist thought. I am not saying capitalism is bad, nor that the growth of corporations and entrepreneurship is a bad thing either, but left unchecked, it becomes a wild beast that kills at will. The future cannot be built if people are taught to use others as stepping stones to a larger bank account. Peace cannot be achieved if we change the name or theme of war. There is always a cost at someone’s expense. Why does it always have to be that way? Why do people have to suffer in order for others to achieve? In a fascist society, the people are taught that everyone is comfortable within a position that will benefit the state, and that they are tasked with finding their ways freely through the classes in order to find that position that suits them and the state the best. The state reciprocates by giving the people the tools and resources needed to do what they love and live well. They are also taught to achieve personal betterment, borrowing from capitalism in that essence but effectively caging the beast in order to gain what is needed, but also to achieve the benefit of all citizens within the state.

In National Socialist Germany, the citizens proudly served the government, and not in fear of being subjugated to the fate of dissidents but rather in a unified ideology to regain the glory of their fallen nation. The United States is FALLING. We waste our money and resources needlessly, so that corporations may make short term profits and to satisfy our imperial insecurities, but in doing so we are becoming weak. Nations, who are both our allies and not, seek to supercede us as the hegemony leaders of the world. Liberal and conservative detractors, say that we should not be in such a position, but they have not lived in an era where we have been struggling in secondary. They do not share the same drive as our forefathers did in building this country and battling the forces of strife and economic depression to build the society we were born into. But our forefather’s vision has been perverted by this “care less” society, that has molded away at our very social fabric. I would love to see how these so called detractors respond to foreign domination of the global market. How will they see fit when Americans are seen as the struggling curs of the world, fading into politico-economic insignificance like the former European powers: who have been forced to form a union just to keep themselves on the world’s playing field.

We allow our corporations to run rampant, dictating to the government and the people how business ought to be run, even though they poison our government from the inside by outsourcing all of our labor resources to other countries, making Americans incompetent and underachieving because they don’t have a drive to innovate, half convinced by their corporate masters that despite their inactivity “nobody can do it better”. The United States is not run by Microsoft, GM, The Carlyle Group, any oil firm or by any monetary producing firm, these firms cannot exist without the state; because they would not be able to function properly under the subjugation of the economic rules of nation-states outside the US as they would no longer be backed by the influence of the dollar. They endorse a two-bit philosophy of labeling one race as superior and one as inferior, through an economic caste system based upon world systems theory. This caste system is built through economic outsourcing, labeled as “cheap labor” paying horrible wages to foreigners who are treated by these corporations as children in a mine. Countries such as India, Indonesia, China, Burma etc, are going through an industrial revolution period at our expense. Global economy cannot be achieved if countries are using disheartened mercantilism. There are two ways that this can be done, either mercantilism is suspended in favor of liberal economic means or mercantilism is embraced and the United States crushes its competition and forms its own version of a global economy with the US being the hegemony facilitator. I personally favor the latter, as I truly doubt other nations would be willing to lay down their swords in favor of possible free trade. In order to do so, the government must reign in these corporate entities and once again have them work for the nation that spawned them. We must not be afraid to engage in a mercantilist battle for utmost supremacy, for we shall succeed for we are confident.

Top 10

2006-02-09T12:59:23Z

Top 10 Most Respected Persons in History (good or evil, I merely admire there historical presence)

1. Theodore Roosevelt (USA) -- The greatest American president and my political role model, dreamed of inevitable American imperialism using capitalism. Most powerful non republican and democrat, oh how i miss the doctrines of the Progressive Party.

2. Adolf Hitler (Germany) -- Most significant leader in German history, albeit 20th century, if not all history. Ein Volk, Ein Reich, Ein Fuhrer. No one will ever forget him.

3. Gen. Park Chung Hee (Korea) -- Greatest Korean leader, forcefully revived Koreas economy through fascist means. Modern Taewongun.

4. Gen. Douglas MacArthur (USA) -- Greatest general in US history, battle plans schooled the Japanese and North Koreans.

5. Lord Horatio Nelson (UK) -- Greatest English naval commander, fearlessly defeated the French at the Battle of Trafalger at the cost of his own life.

6. Otto Von Bismarck (Germany) -- Political mastermind and father of Imperial Germany, established Kaisership, alles Duetches heil.

7. Genghis Khan (Mongolia) -- Mongolian lord of all Asia, conquered largest land area in the world with a nomadic army, influenced fall of Roman Empire.

8. Minamoto Yoshitsune (Japan) -- Rebellious hero of Japan's Gempei Wars, helped establish his family as the most powerful in all Japan, fought his corrupt brother the Shogun to the bitter end.

9. Gen. Charles Gordon (UK) -- Leader of English garrison at Khartoum, held out against warring Muslims for a year without aid, went down fighting the vastly immense muslim army of the Mahdi.

10. (Tie) Chiang Kai-Shek (China) -- Leader of Kuomintang, China's first nationalist party, father of modern Taiwan, fought Mao Zedong, tried to make China a fascist state.
Emperor Qin Shi Huang (China) -- First emperor of China, unified China brutally with one big and badass army, self proclaimed emperor.

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Top 5 most hated

1. Mao Zedong (China) -- Communist pig, shits on Marxism and fucks over his own people in the Cultural Revolution.
2. Ayatollah Khomeini (Iran) -- Another example of Islam hypocracy, subjugated his own people to a theological dictatorship.
3. Gen. Hideki Tojo (Japan) -- Foolish enough to think Japan could defeat the USA, screwed up Fascism.
4. Nepoleon (France) -- Outdone by Hitler later on in history, holds world record for smallest known penis.
5. Josef Stalin (Russia) -- Perverted Lenin's dream, and terrorized his own people; forced partition of Germany, asshole.

Eve

2005-12-24T17:00:26Z

All I still want for Christmas is you; I know you still feel the same.

Holidays

2005-12-20T11:15:11Z

I admit it has been a fairly strange year and somewhat of a lonely one. Alot more business, and alot less party like the years prior. Most of the old party crew have found girls and are off doing the boyfriend-girlfriend thing. I can't deny that I feel somewhat like the grinch, hanging around watching everybody buy presents for their loved ones, feeling a little envious and a bit frustrated. I feel even though I achieved alot of good things for myself this year, it all really boils down to nothing. I'm just not really the single type, I don't like fucking around with "bad girls" and unstable people. I have too much on my plate right now to be jumping from party to party, trying to throw game at random women. I know alot of people prefer it that way, but honestly they can go fuck themselves. They can take their fucking advice and shove it up their ass, and if they think im being emo about it they can take it up with my fist. I don't know, I guess I can't complain; relationships have seemed totally overated lately, and I haven't really known anyone lately that I really could give a fuck about. Shit, it's been that way for a while actually, it fucking sucks; I wish i had some kind of stability. I finally stopped smoking weed at long last, the positives was that it kept my temper in check, but the negative was that I really wasn't on point like i was before. I've been working hard to get back into shape, and it's really started to pay off. When that wrestling tournament comes around in January, every mother fucker looking to be in that 190 weight class better drop out now or be prepared to get their ass handed to them.

Blam

2005-12-12T08:04:51Z

I feel like a beserker, a zealot, a man who sets his own path and only cares for the rules he has set for himself. I have this "mountain of power" that I have to climb, a treacherous terrain filled with horrors and perils that a weak soul could never endure; and like a pugilist all I have are my fists and paradoxically my graceful intelligence. I have the patience, I have the will and I have the strength to achieve this usurper's nirvana. I compare myself to no one else but men who controlled their own destinies and have thrived in the face of adversity. I feel hardened, even though I have never stepped foot on the sands of Iraq or the heart of darkness in Africa. I will continue to survive; I cant be daunted; I cant be stopped; I don't have weakness; I cant be killed; I will show the world just what I can do.

Ting Ting = Hot

God I have yellow fucking plague...no weakness.

billthebutcher @ 2005-11-24T20:35:00

2005-11-25T04:35:56Z

Another bullshit Thanksgiving full of menial family drama. I hate the holidays, I can't wait for them to be over.

The Gates of Dis

2005-11-22T04:10:18Z

Angry Rant: I'm really pissed off right now. The weekend was overall really shitty, and I didn't get to go see NIN for free last night like originally planned. In soccer, Wigan Athletic lost to Arsenal, in kickboxing Jerome LeBanner lost to Peter Aerts of all fucking people and I have not had a decent sleep in five days now (sleeping on a chair for four hours is in no way decent). Wilhelm and I tried to go eat at a Korean BBQ place in Garden Grove and were totally hated on for being German. I don't know Hangul yet, but fuck at least I try. I love Korean food and women. I work with a bunch of dead end fuckheads. The only people at my occupation going anywhere with their lives are myself, Wilhelm, Brian and straight edge John Buckingham. So beyond that, I spend 8 hours a day surrounded by complete morons, and my superiorty complex is enhanced 10 fold. The money is good, I just wish i could find a better job that doesn't want me to intern for free.

It is the Algerian Commune in France right now. Those in the French government are learning the consequences for being too leniant on police and military enforcement. If this were California, the cops and national guard would have blasted everyone long ago. San Francisco sympathy riots of 1992, best riot ever, ended in 2 hours, cops beat the shit out of everyone. "Civil disobediance is still disobediance". Goodbye Chirac, hello Jean Marie LePen and French Nazism as paradoxical as that is. The Bundesreich are laughing their asses off. The Statspolizei had those muslims contained in an hour, german efficiency once again.

I need a place in Irvine, SOON. I need ROOMATES.

My current goals in life:

1. Complete college and get my degrees.
2. Go make lots of money selling drugs and weapons in Asia, and spying on North Korea for the CIA.
3. Use that money and date a multitude of shallow woman.
4. Find a better use for that money by running for Senate or become Secretary of State.
5. Initiate plans for global empire.

Return of the Great King

2005-11-19T10:38:51Z

Wow, it's been a very long time since I have graced the pages of LiveJournal with my words. So many things have happened, almost everything has changed. I am currently attending the University of California in Irvine, preparing myself for the future I have long envisioned. Looking back at my old deceptions on what could never be called a true blog, I laugh at the menial politics of high school. It makes me feel a lack of deep regret, because like always, when you look back at things you always look at how it could have gone better, yet I don’t feel that at all.

I noticed that ‘good’ leaders and ‘good’ men have always been backed by ‘good’ women. The woman, always the third leg in the tripod, keeps the ‘good’ man afloat to continue his ‘good’ deeds. But what if you are not a ‘good’ man or a ‘good’ leader? What if you are an exceptional leader, but not inherently, puritanically, ‘good’? A ‘strong’ leader and a ‘strong’ man, never share that constant replenishment, that constant appeasement. They are forged into what they are by it. If one looks back into time, all the music stars, all the playwrights, all those that brought smiles and virtue to the public always had that feminine support behind them. Then you look at the strong leaders of the world, who forged their own path, battle hardened by the disease they had to endure to obtain their legacy. Adolf Hitler, Josef Stalin, Lord Horatio Nelson, Genghis Khan, Kublai Khan, Minamoto Yoritomo, Tokugawa Ieyasu, Hannibal, Augustus: These men all forged great empires, became men of their time, and their names shine brighter than all others in the history books for the great power they obtained. Sure there were the woman they toyed with after their seizure of omnipotence, but they did not support them or make them the men that they were. But these are all men who created great acts of violence against various peoples of the world, what about legacies of virtue like that of Jesus Christ, or Buddha or of prominent thinkers and scientists? On an average week, Adolf Hitler’s name or organization is referenced at least 3x that of Jesus, at least 5x that of Buddha and unreasonably much more so than any great thinker or inventor. Great politics changes the face of the world, if it were not to be so, God would have never made it that way.

Arkansas = Evil Kansas

I have decided to continue my research on North Korea. My curiosity with the last, true, totalitarian society has greatly enhanced my studies in all things Korean. I have found that if I ever wanted to tour the country on a limited and highly guarded basis, I could travel to Pyongyang by train via Manchuria. Of course, being an American I would be monitored at all times and have limited photo opportunities but nonetheless I would be able to view the truly isolationist nation with my own eyes. I want to see what has become of this ‘1984’ world. Of course my parents are heavily against this line of thinking, wanting me to deviate my studies more so towards Japan or China, countries they deem safer. My father, not being a fool, knows that my study of South Korea and potential travel there would tempt me to try and visit the North. I cannot deny its temptation, despite my heavy criticisms of Kim Jong Il; I am curious to know what horrors the dictator has wrought upon his country. North Korean propaganda is very entertaining to me. Like how they built empty cities to feign prosperity, and how they have invented myths around Kim Jong Il’s cult of personality. They say the man designs buildings, which I highly doubt as the man dresses like a poor man wanting to be Stalin. This society is more hidden than Nazi Germany ever was. Kim Jong is such a poser, he even has his ‘genius kids’ a total Hitler Youth knockoff. However, I must respect his ability to keep the society that he has created in this day and age. One would think that after World War II such a closed society could not exist, or at least not be able to maintain the exclusion of foreign influence. Yet here we are, trying to figure out how to get in there, not the other way around. Sometimes I want to write a letter to Kim Jong Il and say “What the fuck are you doing? That is not how a great dictator is supposed to act! Straighten up asshole!”. My friend John and I argued over whether a northern man or woman would assimilate to American society more easily if suddenly brought here instantaneously, I still argue that a woman would adapt better, no sense of nationalist loyalty, or any much other loyalty for that matter. Ha, so chauvinist.

billthebutcher @ 2004-06-06T20:15:00

2004-06-07T03:16:00Z

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billthebutcher @ 2004-06-06T20:15:00

2004-06-07T03:16:00Z

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billthebutcher @ 2004-06-06T20:14:00

2004-06-07T03:14:36Z

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billthebutcher @ 2004-06-05T01:19:00

2004-06-05T08:29:41Z

If anything stops me from Europe between now and when im there, whatever it or he/she is they had better prepare to meet God.

I was thinking of continuing my writing, on that project i had started on joan's site before she and i had our falling out.

Got into a scuffle at the beach today. Some guy threw a volleyball at my head, wouldnt apologize and proceeded to laugh, so i angrily threw his ball out in the ocean. Of course he comes over to me trying to intimidate me and i proceeded to throw him down into the sand and start wailing on him, i also dropped his friend with a hard punch to the face when he tried to pull me off, me and my friend soon left the beach needless to say. Those fuckers had it coming. I hate people like that, they dont know when to stop, and they just push me.

Say something significant.

Anybody want to fuck?

hahaha

Quagmire

2004-06-04T23:39:27Z

If there is someone on your friends list you would love to have an epic, sweaty, damn near legendary, 12 hour fuck-a-thon with, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

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Chain sex letter, why the hell not.

I, Machine

2004-05-30T10:48:58Z

I have decided that doing things that go against myself for what is considered "the right thing to do" no longer applies to me. People dont give a fuck, if you care about how they feel or if you even care about them. Its all a waste to me, and i feel righteous in returning to my theory i had titles Dues Ex Machina. I have no fear no pity, just ambition and power and my goals. It will all come into my fist, and i care not for i am the only one who will look out for me.

Screams

2004-05-30T03:26:15Z

DOES IT FEEL GOOD GOD!!???

TO FINALLY HAVE THAT VICE AROUND MY SOUL!!!!???

HAHAHA

2004-05-29T23:06:53Z

I am COLD BLOOOODDDDEEEDDDD!!!!!!

Ah last night was fun, me and my friends went and partied on Main Street in Huntington Beach. I told John about i kicked Ashely down and we both talked about how we ruthlessly dealt with her, but one queston remained "How could such a stupid bitch go to medical school?"

I have gotten so much stronger and buffer over the last three weeks. I love it, i'm totally physical again, getting back to where i was, 13 pounds left until 195, im on my way back to physical supremacy.

Things are getting better everyday i get closer to Europe, i cant wait. Finally i will be king once again.

Manchester United won the FA cup. Anyway, current MMA results are as follows:

K-1 Romanex 5/22/04 Inoki vs. K-1

"Blue Wolf" Dolguerson Surbijee def. Tom Howard in 2nd round via TKO towel.
Ryoto Machida def. Sam Greco 2-1 decision
Gary Goodridge def. Sylvester "The Predator" Terkay via KO in 1st Round.
Josh Barnett def. Rene Rooze in 1st round via KO
Genki Sudo def. Royler Gracie in 1st round via KO.
BJ Penn def Duane Ludwig in 1st round via choke.
Don Frye and Yoshihiro Nakao had a No Contest
Shinsuke Nakamura def. Alexey Ignashov in the 2nd round via forearm choke.
Kazuyuki Fujita def. Bob "The Beast" Sapp via KO in the 1st round.

Inoki beat K-1 (5-3)

Fujita Ko'ing Sapp.

Pride Bushido 3 (I watched this one so you will get my five point rating system, instant KO and TKO is automatic 5/5)

Bertrand Amossou def. Raou by KO in 2nd Round.
Katsuhisa Fujii def. Kim Jin Oh by front choke in 1st round. (3/5)
Alexander Emelianenko def. Matt Foki by choke in 1st round. (2/5)
Choi Mu Bae def. Yoshihisa Yamamoto by 3-0 decision.
Kazuo Masaki def. Jorge Patino by 3-0 decision. (5/5)
Daiju Takase def. Carlos Newton by 2-1 decision. (3/5)
Akira Shoji def. Tamakariki by KO in first round. (5/5) *instant KO
Kazuhiro Nakamura def. Challid Die Faust Arrab via armbar in first round. (3/5)
Mirko Cro Cop def. Hiromitsu Kanehara by 3-0 decision. (4/5)
Ricardo Almieda def. Ryo Chonan by 3-0 decision (2/5)
Takamori Gomi def. Ralph Gracie via TKO knees in 1st round. (5/5) *instant TKO
Ryan Gracie def. Ikuhisa Minowa by 2-1 decision. (2/5)

Overall show rating (3/5)

I also watched the Pride GP 2004 which was a (5/5) show.

Cro Cop vs. Kanehara.

I will take what is mine.

-Typhon

billthebutcher @ 2004-05-28T00:48:00

2004-05-28T07:54:13Z

What power do i have to be so cold?

It's funny this wall of iron i have built inside me, any other person in my place would fall, but i cannot, as i still seek what i have always desired. piece of mind.

in cold blood

2004-05-18T05:31:33Z

and after all of it i still feel nothing.

billthebutcher @ 2004-05-14T18:34:00

2004-05-15T01:43:34Z

I went to Catalina on thursday to work with my dad on the oil spill drill for Edison pipeline which always gives me a good amount of money, and a better depth of what chemicals can do in destructive environments. Me and my dad and his friends went drinking on both days on Catalina, which shocked me a little since my dad bought me beer, but it was soon overrun by a coolness factor that was beyond belief.

I've been making a list of the top ten most badass people in the histry of the world. I know James thinks his great grandfather is or something, but sorry James i think Achilles or Lord Horatio Nelson could kick your grandfathers ass. I'm going to see the movie Troy, most people dont know that the battle of Troy actually occured and the site of former Troy is now off the coast of modern day Turkey, south of Istanbul. It's interesting to know that Achilles and Odysseus and Agamemnnon actually existed. All these heroes told in Homer's poetry were actually real life can openers. Like Agamemnnon's remains were found in the old city of Myceanane. Of course on my list will be the infamous William "Bill The Butcher" Cutting, the best knife fighter of all time. Seriously, what man has been shot point blank in the throat and manages to kill half the patrons in a bar and then live for two more weeks to kill again all with his butchers knife. That's one tough American gangster.

billthebutcher @ 2004-05-11T22:23:00

2004-05-12T05:25:29Z

Today i accidently stumbled upon Ashely's journal and she talked about my entries. I decided to peruse back through them as well. I found it all to be like one big roar, when i am angry i seem to drift here and write, and when i reflect upon the past i see the caged animal i always thought myself to be.

billthebutcher @ 2004-05-08T16:11:00

2004-05-08T23:14:13Z

I am getting worse, i was so tired at work today and irritable. Customers didnt even want to come up to me i had such a angry look on my face. And then i almost killed Jeff over something stupid, its days like these when all my insecurities and mistakes, and other various elements that anger me come back to reflect and put me in a mood that is to be feared. Hell edwin told me to stay in the back for a while because i looked so angry, i dont know. fuck you.

On a serious note.

2004-05-07T07:32:19Z

Well that was just way too easy, unexpected of course. I didnt expect to hear Turners stupid shit again. I mean seriously, this is just fucking stupid, i write inflammtory things to see who actually comes around here and its turner and his stupid girlfriend. I am dissapointed.

All assholeness set aside, I am going to Europe, its going to be awesome im going for the entire month of July, im going to be in England for a week and a half staying with my friends families, and then me and my friends are going all over europe for the remaining time. It's going to be very exciting, especially since we are going to the hofbrau as well as the Nazi buildings. People who know me, know i love WW2.

Working at Staples is hilarious.
Today i shot a staple at my friend Jeff's eye while he was trying to negotiate his raise with my boss and lets just say things went downhill from their, in all amusement of course.

and by the way dont you fucks (ie. Turner) have better things to do than come around here?

billthebutcher @ 2004-05-03T22:19:00

2004-05-04T05:28:04Z

Well it looks like people actualy come here, i should write inflammatoy things more often. But alas people are cowards, they can never say what they want or how they feel in all its totality, nor stand by their own opinions.

Patrick's Truths of Today:

Personally i dont give a fuck, i do what i want.

I'm going to Europe, you fucks are not, therefore i am better.

I resent the fact that Matlock is dating my ex-girlfriend Mariko.

I break things all the time at Staples because it amuses others and relieves my stress.

I desire the japanese girl in my kung fu class, even though she is playing hard to get and is frustrating me.

I usually write only what angers me on this board because i feel better afterwards.

Many people around me are cowards
and i find myself trying to force them to stand up for themselves, which i see as futile.

Crime isn't so bad.

You are scared.